Hard Shell

I don't really know what I want to say, but I know that I need to write. Every night I sit down at my computer and stare at this screen knowing that my heart has something to say, but my mind can't form any of it into sentences because none of it makes sense right now.  

Ok, that's all I can get out. I have been sitting here for 30 minutes and still nothing will form. I am a hardshell and my emotions are trying to break free, but my mind wont let them...