Solace

My heart is in a place of unchartered territory. Something is happening inside me that I cant explain. It is aching for so many things. For so many people, for friends, for enemies, for cities, for countries and for a dying world that God is reaching out to save. My heart has been uplifted and so full of joy and has been amazed by the wonders of God. He has shown love to me that I never fathomed existed and it has spawned a desire in my heart and an ache so great that I feel as though nothing will ever stop me from following Him. But my heart hurts so much of the time and trying to explain tiny pieces of my heart seems only to complicate things because the words never come out right, so I remain feeling misunderstood. But I try to find solace in God's love and understanding, and I remain surrendered to Him. I want desperately for people to no longer feel pain and suffering, and I am humbled that God even considers using me in His enormous plan. What a blessing to be alive in such perilous times. The world is changing and we are here.