I have really struggled to allow myself to believe that this is really all happening. I have been afraid to write about it. If I write about it and if people know about it, then it becomes real, and then when it doesn't happen, I am the idiot. But I am SLOWLY learning about God and His promises. I am learning that God doesnt change and doesnt make promises He doesnt intend on keeping. They are forever regardless of my fear and doubt and disbelief.
My life is about to change in a mighty way.
On another note, I talked to Regina for an hour tonight. I woke her up at 3:30am Zim time and we just talked. About life in general, and we laughed and we prayed. Then I chatted with Jesika. And we just talked. About life and we laughed and shared kindness through our computers. I love my friends. I am so blessed to have Godly women who love Him as much as I do in my life. They are true lights of wisdom.
God is so good to me. I've said it before and I will say it again: I dont deserve Him.
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